5 years

5 years went by fast. We have both grown into better people than we were 5 years ago. Better for each other. But most importantly, we have grown together. We we’re there for the ups and even stronger for the downs. You impress me daily and consistently, you make me feel out matched and unfulfilling in comparison to the love you show me.

I know wherever this life takes us, we have each other’s back. There isn’t a day goes by that I thank God for a wonderful wife and a compassionate mother to our son. Our life isn’t always flashy and most of the time, constrained by finances and time. But it’s “ours.” And together we make the best of it.

Here’s to another 5 years of growing together. I couldn’t think of anyone else I would want to spend it with.

Love you

This morning I felt a breeze of wind. It smelled exactly like a memory of Nonni. It was exhilarating then almost immediately heartbreaking.

I still miss her greatly.

Apple Watch thoughts and impressions

IPOD INTRODUCTION

The iPod was introduced on October 23, 2001; after discussing iLife and Apple digital hub strategy, the iPod section begins at 11:30. However, the iPod itself does not actually appear on a slide until 20:48, and Jobs pulls it out of his pocket at 21:07, nearly 10 minutes after he begins his introduction. The intervening 10 minutes were spent explaining the music market, why Apple thought they could succeed in that market, and what was special about the iPod.

IPHONE INTRODUCTION

The iPhone was introduced on January 9, 2007. However, the iPhone itself does not actually appear on a slide until 7:03, and only then to introduce multitouch. The rest of the device wasn’t seen until 12:20. Jobs spent all of that time explaining the smartphone market, why Apple thought they could succeed in that market, and what was special about the iPhone.

IPAD INTRODUCTION

The iPad was introduced on January 27, 2010. After a few updates, the iPad section begins at 5:15. However, the iPad itself does not actually appear on a slide until 8:55. Jobs spent the intervening time explaining that Apple saw a market between the iPhone and the Mac, but that any device that played there needed to be better than either device at a few specific use cases.

 WATCH INTRODUCTION

The Apple Watch section began with the iconic “One more thing…” at 55:44,1 and these were the extent of Tim Cook’s words before we got our first glimpse of the Apple Watch:

“We love to make great products that really enrich people’s lives. We love to integrate hardware, software, and services seamlessly. We love to make technology more personal and allow our users to do things that they could have never imagined. We’ve been working incredibly hard for a long time on an entirely new product. And we believe this product will redefine what people expect from its category. I am so excited and I am so proud to share it with you this morning. It is the next chapter in Apple’s story. And here it is.”

Then came the introductory video, and we never got an explanation of why the Apple Watch existed, or what need it is supposed to fill. What is the market? Why does Apple believe it can succeed there? What makes the Apple Watch unique?

Now it’s very fair to note that the biggest difference between the introduction of the iPod, iPhone and iPad as compared to the Apple Watch is that Steve Jobs is no longer with us. Perhaps the long introduction was simply his personal style. But the problem is that the Smart Watch needs that explanation: what exactly is the point?

To be clear, the hardware looks amazing, and I love the idea of the Digital Crown. It’s one of those innovations that seems so blindingly obvious in retrospect, and Cook was spot on when he noted that you can’t just shrink a smartphone UI to the wrist. **But that was exactly the problem with too much of the software demo: there were multiple examples of activities that simply make no sense on the wrist. For example:

There were sixty-four applications (I counted) on the demo watch, and the tap targets are quite small. I can definitely see some compelling Siri use cases for the Watch, but scrolling through movie times is not one of them. If you’re looking for a movie you’re almost certainly in a state of movement and mind that makes it possible to pull out your phone and use a screen much more suited to the task.

“We also looked at how you can carry your photos with you.” Here’s an idea: on your phone!

The Maps demo was the most frustrating: it included panning around, searching for a Whole Foods – including the phone number! – all activities that by definition mean you are stationary and can use your phone.

But that’s when the demo got really good:

While you’re actually traveling, the watch will not only show directions, but will actually use the Taptic Engine to indicate turns by feel. That is awesome, and an amazing use case for the watch. Who hasn’t been dashing somewhere, running into things while looking at their phone? A watch is far more suited, particularly one that doesn’t even require you to look at the screen.

I also like that you can use the iWatch to control your iPhone or any other AirPlay device. This would be incredibly useful around the house, etc.

The “Taptic Engine” makes sure only you know about a notification that you have previously agreed to receive. There are smart options for replying, as well as Siri and emoticons, but you can always use “Handoff” to compose a more extensive reply on a more suitable device.

There is a clear pattern to these examples:

**The bad demos are all activities that are better done on your phone. They are also the activities that make the Watch seem the most like a real computer.

**The good demos are all activities that extend your phone in a way that simply wasn’t possible before. They are also activities that make the Watch seem less capable as a self-contained unit.

This is why I’m worried that the lack of explanation about the Watch’s purpose wasn’t just a keynote oversight, but something that reflects a fundamental question about the product itself that Apple itself has yet to answer: is Watch an iPhone accessory, or is it valuable in its own right?

The question is likely more fraught then it seems: the entry price for Apple Watch is $350, nearly half the price of an iPhone (and $150 more than the up-front cost for a subsidized consumer). Moreover, I suspect Edition models will go for ten times that, if not more. Surely such a price demands a device that is capable of doing more, not less.

In fact, I would argue the contrary. Swiss watches are less accurate, but the benefit they confer on the user are so much greater. Those benefits are about intangible things like status and fashion, but that doesn’t mean they are worth less than more technical capabilities like telling time accurately. Indeed, they are exponentially more valuable.

Moreover, it seems clear to me that Apple wants to play in this space: Jony Ive wasn’t joking when he allegedly said that Switzerland was in trouble. I believe Apple’s long-term plan for Apple Watch is to own the wrist and to confer prestige and status with options like premium bands and 18-karat gold. To do that, though, they must compete not on technical merit but on the sort of intangible benefits that they always win with; chief among these is the user experience. A premium smart watch will win by yes, being fashionable, and yes, conferring status, but above all by doing a few things better than any other product on the market, and – this is critical – dispensing with everything else in the pursuit of simplicity.

To me the instructive Apple product is the iPod. What made the iPod so revolutionary was not just its size and industrial design; it was that Apple’s MP3 player did less than its competitors, thanks to its symbiotic relationship with iTunes. Sure, you couldn’t really make playlists or buy music, but that’s what your computer was for. What remained was the very essence of a music player, and it was because of that simplicity that the iPod became such a success.

It’s worth noting, of course, that the iPhone is in many ways the evolutionary iPod – Steve Jobs even introduced it as such. Similarly, I’m pretty convinced that one day our primary computing device will be something that we wear on our body. But that is many iterations and technical (and battery) advances down the road. Why is Apple in such a rush to get there by 2015?

Ultimately, I’m positive on the Apple Watch, if not for me for Apple. I think the Digital Crown is a big deal, and it’s a perfect companion for the 5.5″ iPhone especially (the device that many fear will cannibalize the iPad itself necessitates another iOS device). I also think the customization and segmentation is really smart and will enable Apple to sell at multiple price points. Moreover, some of the demos were quite compelling, including the very personal messaging; it was telling that Apple gave that functionality a dedicated button.

To ensure the Watch’s success broadly Apple needs to really articulate “Why”, not only externally in their advertising but internally to their product managers who ought to remember that Apple’s greatness is built on saying “No.”

film review: When The Game Stands Tall

Based on author Neil Hayes novel and directed by Thomas Carter (Coach Carter, Save The Last Dance), WHEN THE GAME STANDS TALL is a film that reaches for greatness only to be weighed down but it’s own self induced expectations.

Inspired by a true story, WHEN THE GAME STANDS TALL brings to life the incredible winning streak of the De La Salle High School football team: 151 straight victories over 12 years. All along the way, as Coach Bob Ladouceur builds his seemingly invincible national powerhouse, he has emphasized purpose and significance rather than streaks and titles. But when real-life adversity leaves the team reeling, the Spartans must decide if the sacrifice, commitment, and teamwork they have always trusted in can rebuild what is now disintegrating around them

THE GOOD
There are rare glimpses of “behind the curtain” moments that I really enjoyed in WTGST. Players life at home, coaches relationship with the players. Meetings about expressing feelings openly to make the team a stronger unit. This was all really unique, cool stuff that kept me locked into the movie.

When The Game Stands Tall also does a real commendable job to show the love that goes into the game from the coaches and the players. This film projects a side of H.S. football that empathizes the teaching, mentoring, brotherhood, and family aspects that the game of football teaches. That I can respect and get behind.

THE BAD
There are a couple things here that are too alarming not to be seen. Firstly, making an idol out of head coach Bob Ladoucer, played by Jim Caviezel. Caviezel actually plays him very well I thought but unfortunately the film is so busy beautifying its protagonist that it makes him into a grave idol rather than a man. It becomes almost unobtainable to connect with him by the end of the film.

The bigger glaring issue though is simply WTGST is just too complicated, too convoluted. Look, this was a simple story to tell and honestly it’s an inspiring one. But when the film tries to jam pack every sports family movie trope into 2 hours it starts to lose perspective. In the end we get a confused narrative that leads us nowhere. The message and journey that are in the movie are great and inspiring, but they try and pack in way too many unnecessary details that leaves us with unclear, complicated experience.

THE VERDICT
It’s difficult to love a film like When the Game Stands Tall. The movie takes several notable missteps along the way with a few strange tonal shifts. But it’s also hard not to appreciate its heart and its love for the players who are openly vulnerable with their feelings and ultimately realize that there are more important things in life than setting records and scoring goals.

This football film suffers from an inherent contradiction that this sincere, heartwarming film grapples with more honestly than most. True, there’s more to life than football, but then again nobody wants to watch a movie about studying for your SATs. Its not that I wouldn’t mind watching a film that touted life more than football, I would actually welcome it. But at the end of the day I have to believe it.

If your are looking for an inspirational football movie to usher in high school football season, try “Undefeated” a great, little know 2011 documentary. Not that “WTGST” isn’t worth your time, but if your time is limited, choose wisely!

 

5/10

QT: depression & anxiety

In light of the Robin Williams news and some other incidents that have happened recently I started becoming very interested in depression and anxiety. This interest prompted me to do a bunch of research about those subjects and my findings were really amazing. The past couple of weeks my eyes have really been opened to the reality of these unfortunate conditions and how people deal or attempt to live with such hardships.

Then I did the only thing I really know how to do to express my thoughts, I started writing a short story about some of the stuff I learned. I am still putting the finishing touches on it and adding a detail here and there. There are many dark elements in the story that I have never written about publicly. Hard things people go through, the reality of the situation. How I am I to leave these out? It would be a an inaccurate account of my findings and an incomplete work of reflected stories that I have found.

I am thankful I did some digging and learned about something I knew nothing about. Sure I had preconceived notions, but I didn’t know any facts. I hope you all enjoy my story and maybe gain awareness to such a frightening, dark world that maybe someone you love is going through.

Short story should be done within a week or so…